Have I really not posted in four days (not counting the weekend)?
Oh, right...I was so busy (for maybe the first time, ever?) I couldn't summon the energy/time to masturbate.
Maybe that's a good thing? Maybe I do it too much in the first place? Maybe it's my preferred placebo for the real thing, or maybe I rely on it as others rely on sleeping medicine, alcohol, Grindr trysts and/or steam room shows (I've never taken sleeping pills. Ever.)?
The question (and plenty of dick) has been begged before: Does masturbation inhibit one's ability - or motivation, anyway - to connect?